As many of you know, recently I spent about three weeks in two different hospitals after my “heart event,” which is what I have chosen to call my situation. I don’t like medical terminology because the words usually are what we have come to know as frightening words.
So after my “event,” my daughter (God bless her!) cut me off from the world, telling everyone I needed to rest. I did need to rest. And I am thankful that she cared for me by making sure I was focusing on ME.
But I had to find a way to connect to my very special ISD family! No where am I loved so deeply and completely as I am here at our Spiritual home. This is where I am accepted, cared for and truly loved unconditionally for who I am. Not for any other reason. I don’t have to do or say anything, just be who I am. It is so amazing and so welcomed. While I was in those hospitals, there was not a day that went by when I ever felt empty or unwanted or not cared for.
It was so powerful, and this it is why I am here at this computer today writing this note of unceasing gratitude. Even on days when I may feel a little scared, or wonder if something else might happen, I just stop and think about all that I have learned over these many years. I know that I am the creator of my own reality. I am so grateful for my many teachers who have taught me so much about my Divinity and the power that I have within me. I am so blessed to have walked into this magnificent place over 22 years ago and have never looked back.
After “the ban” was lifted on contact with me, not only did I receive cards with “only words of love” and flowers, but so many loving phone calls from those whose love for me is unconditional. I wish everyone had this love in their own lives. It is beyond description, but when you get it, you cherish it because you know it is so special and genuine. It is “the real deal!”
Thank you to each and every one of you who loved me and healed me through this. I am so grateful.